Wednesday, October 17, 2012

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Well Fall Break definitely wasn't a break for me.  I didn't even get to see my family or any of my friends...what a joke. But! I did get to practice Animal Crackers on numerous occasions.  Its funny because I even found myself singing it at work and substituting in words more appropriate to what I wanted to eat at the moment.  Needless to say Ive bee having fun with this song, but honestly...uhg! Ive been having the hardest time getting into Waldesgespracht.  I dont even know why because I love that song and I love the melody but I have absolutely been dragging my feet about looking at the words.  Its probably because I am lazy. I hate this.

Untitled #37

Recently Ive been working on Waldesgespracht and Animal Crackers (my newest addition).  Ive sang Animal Crackers before but this is more a matter of remembering everything correctly.  My main concern was all the runs and accidentals that happen in that song.  I am not so concerned about the words.  It is likely that I might mix a couple around here n there or that I might forget what comes next, but these problems are all easily fixed with some review.

Sunday, September 30, 2012

NATS grocery list

This week has been spent working on Non so piu.  The main items of concern right now are the Dental T's, wide (but not pushy) mouth space and delivery, and bright tones.  Ive noticed that as I ascend into my range I get brighter and that's not necessarily a fall back for all songs.  I want my tone to become richer but not pushy or throaty.  There must be a happy medium.  I also must be conscious of what I am singing and be technical.  There is not reason why I should completely forget my diction while performing.  Thats just silly.  I must never ever sing on auto pilot.  I must also relax and let it happen and try not to control everything.  Also, I must not forget!! Review! Review! Review! and...push the tempo on Reward...don't let it drag. AND! Sell the story.  Be an actress.  Become the character in the song.

Monday, September 24, 2012

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This week has been very crazy! For most of the beginning of the week, I have been working on Non so Piu and reviewing Reward for NATS coming up very soon.  Everything is sounding and feeling pretty good for me so far.  The only concerns I have are that I will either be too heavy or too bright with Non so Piu.  Its easier for me in the upper part of my range if I have it brighter but it detracts from the song.  Also, the pronunciation or the dental T's.  I feel that I am missing them and I dont want to have to think very hard about it.  When I sing this, I want to be very much into the character and not so much concentrating on little technicalities.  There are also a few places where my notes arent as they should be and some of the words get mixed up.  Despite these, however, I am not worried.  I feel that this is a very strong piece and that it has alot of potetial.  I will continue work on this song and perfect it.  Last year at NATS I went without any expectations and I did better than I ever expected.  This year, I have high expectations for myself.  I view this as a learning experience and I also realize that sometimes no matter how much work you put into something there will be someone better than you.  If I dont meet my expectations.  I wont be crushed or upset, I will only take it in stride.

Sunday, September 16, 2012

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This week I've been focusing on Aus Meinen and Non so Piu.  At the center of that has been basically just reviewing the lyrics and what notes I took on each piece last year.  I've been having trouble getting that momentum in my upper range lately for Non so Piu.  I don't want to push but I feel like I am when I get up there and when I don't push, I cant make it and it sounds just gawd awful.  I feel like some of this might me lack of sleep and such.  Also just because I getting back into the swing of things and once Ive been singing for a while and I'm rolling with the punches I'll get my groove back.  As for Aus Meinen, I feel like things have been going pretty well.  I remember the lyrics quite clearly and as far as singing it...I have no complaints (others might while I'm in the shower at 2am...ha!).  Singing it is so easy.  Its just not as difficult for me too keep it bright in the lower range and not let it get too heavy.  I feel like I connect with the lyrics and so far so good.  I'm not worried about this song at all.  Non so Piu... I am a little worried about however because I just don't feel a whole lot of confidence in my upper range yet.  It scares me.  Sometimes I open the door just a crack (metaphorically speaking) and I can see that creature in there so I slam it shut.  One of these days, I will tame it.

Sunday, September 9, 2012

Elder Joseph Brackett

Elder Joseph Brackett
Joseph Brackett wrote the lyrics of the Shaker dancing song "Simple Gifts" in 1848, which has become an internationally loved tune, both through his original version, and many of its adaptations. The song was largely unknown outside of Shaker communities until Aaron Copland used the melody in his 1944 composition Appalachian Spring. Brackett was born in 1797 and died 1882 as a member of the Shakers at Gorham, Maine. His father's farm was the nucleus of the Shaker settlement at the time.

Mark Hayes- arranger

Mark Hayes
Hayes was born in Ladysmith, Wisconsin on March 28, 1953 . After receiving a bachelor's degree in piano performance from Baylor University, he entered a career in composing and arranging music. He has written numerous choral arrangements of sacred music, and published several books of arrangements for solo singers and solo piano.

Waldesgespräch- Robert Schumann

Character Study:
I.Before
1.The events that have occurred prior to this song that have led me to this point is that I have gone into the dark forest on a hunt.
2.  My thoughts and feelings before the song begins are eagerness and confidence.
II.  During
1.  I am a wandering huntsman.
2.  I am young and handsome, smart, confident, and valiant.
3.  The other character involved is the witch Lorelei.
4.  Lorelei is a temptress sorceress who calls sailors and ships to their death on the rocks.  She is very beautiful and seems to be sweet.
5.  I am in the dark forest.
6.  I am speaking to Lorelei.
7.  Yes, we have seen each other in the woods.
8.  Right now I think that Lorelei is just a harmless beautiful maiden and I am telling her that it is getting dark and cold and that I will take her home.
9.  My thoughts throughout this song are that I am going to be a lucky guy and get to take this beautiful maiden home with me.
10.  N/A
III.  After
1.  My thoughts and feelings as the song ends are dread and fear because I have just realized this beautiful young lady is the treacherous witch Lorelei and that I have been cursed.
2.  The events that will occur as a result of this song is that I will most likely die or become her slave.

Lyrics and Translations:
Es ist schon spät, es ist schon kalt,
It is already late, it is already cold;
Was reit'st du einsam durch den Wald
why do you ride alone through the forest?
Der Wald is lang, du bist allein,
The forest is vast, you are alone;
Du schöne Braut! ich führ' dich heim!
you beautiful bride! I will see you home.

Gross ist der Männer Trug und list,
Great are men's deceit ad cunning;
Vor schmerz mein Herz gebrochen ist,
my heart is broken with sorrow
Wohl irrt das Waldhorn her und hin
the straying horn sounds here and there
O flieh'! du weisst nicht, wer ich bin.
O flee! You know not who I am.

So reich geschmückt ist ross unt weib
So richly adorned and both horse and lady
So wunderschön der junge Leib;
so wondrously beautiful is your young body
Jetzt kenn' ich dich--Gott steh' mir bei!--
now I know you--God be with me!--
Du bist die Hexe Lorelei!
you are the Sorceress Lorelei!

Du kennst mich wohl--von hohem stein
You know me well--from a high cliff
Schaut still mein schloss tief in den Rhein
my castle silently gazes deep into the Rhein
Es ist schon spät, es ist schon kalt
It is already late, it is already cold
Kommst nimmermehr aus diesem Wald
never again shall you leave this forest.



Untitled #34

This week I have been working on my composer bios, IPA's, translations, and character studies for my voice folder.  My primary focus as far as the music has been Ici Bas.  I plan to sing this on recital for Tuesday night.  The main concern was that I may have been singing too heavily with this song.  Ive been practicing and warming up with lots of buzzes and some bright E's, I's, and Ah's.  When I warm up I haven't of course been only focusing on the higher end of my range.  I've been trying to also focus on the lower end of my range so that I can keep it forward and bright and not so heavy and chesty, but I try not to spend too much time down there because its very exhausting for me after a while.  I don't want to hurt myself.  As for memorization, it wasn't difficult for me to get back into it at all.  I was happy to realize that I wouldn't require any work on that.  I'm glad to focus mainly on the musical/technical aspects of the song and really work on perfecting it.  Another concern of mine is the french pronunciations.  I feel like most of the words are correct but I feel that as time has passed since I've sung it, some of the vowels or pronunciations have fallen by the way side.  I would like to check back with you on Monday to be sure things are 100%.

Monday, September 3, 2012

It's good to be back!

So I just had a three day weekend and I didn't have to work. Yay! I decided to take this time to organize, regroup, and do something fun with the family.  First, I did all of my homework that is going to be due shortly and practiced some piano and worked on my voice folder.  During our studio meeting last week, I took a lot of notes so I decided to type them up.  I also looked up all of my songs off iTunes, bought an mp3 player, and a speaker system that clips to you belt so that I can listen to my music at work (good for swing choir music too).  Im not allowed to wear head phones to work because its a safety hazard.  I also bought some tabs and a black binder.  After I had most of my resources gathered such as; music, notes, table of contents, syllabus...etc. I began putting it together and organizing it.  I also had time to bust out some of my old notes for some of the songs I have done from previous semesters and sat down and reviewed them.  I really want to take these songs to a whole-other level.  I believe that I can perfect them and that there is something more to be obtained from getting a chance to review literature I've experienced in the past.  I am super excited to get started.  I want to see what I can really do with these puppies!

Friday, April 6, 2012

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I have been working very diligently on Non so piu and O del mio dolce.  Wednesday in Studio I sang Non so piu for the first time and it went well but I still have problems with putting a "schwa" in cosa and some other words in the lyrics.  I am also working on not holding back because as you and other people have pointed out, I will approach a note with power and intensity and then back off quite noticeably.  I am also trying not to push so hard because I dont want to hurt myself.  I get very fatigued after I sing Non so Piu or O del mio Dolce and I want to sing more efficiently and more healthily.  So as I am practicing my repertoire this weekend, I am trying to sing lighter.  Does that make sense?  I feel like the reason I am getting so fatigued is because I push to hard and sing to heavy.  So I am trying to sing lighter and more effortlessly.  I also got the comment that the words sound too harsh for Italian... I'm not exactly sure what that means, but maybe I am enunciating too harshly?  Or am I overdoing the accents and the vowels?

Wednesday, April 4, 2012

Goodnews =)

btw... I sang Aus Meinen Grossen in recital yesterday and I aced it!!!! woohoo!!!! Thankyou so much Dr.H.  I am thinkin about you and hope that you are filled with peace:)

Tuesday, April 3, 2012

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Why is memorizing a foreign language so hard??? I can memorize any English song with no problem...I will spend over a month working on a foreign language song that is less that half the length of the English song and still mess up every single word.  And what's more frustrating??? I can even speak all the foreign lyrics out in rhythm correctly, but when I get up to sing it...Phhhttt! it all goes out the window like I don't even know what I'm doing! Like I've never even sang it before!! What is my problem??!! I am tired of this...lets move on...
I have been working on the last verse of O Del Mio Dolce Ardor.  I never fail to mess up this one note and its so easy, I just cant get myself to hear it.  The first tone starts on a fifth and goes directly down to the third and then there is some ornamentation.  After the ornamentation it goes back up to the fifth where I originally started.  I have no problem finding that pitch, but for some reason (and it baffles me) I cannot for the life of me find the third again! I always go to the fourth.  I've been pounding it into my brain I have been telling myself over and over...Chelsey it is the same interval! this is not that hard! but I continue to miss it every time :(

Tuesday, March 27, 2012

Untitled #31

This week I have been working mostly on Non So Piu.  My main concern is the elisions... I think that's what they're called.  All those words jumbled together just get me all sorts of confused.  I'm not very fast when it comes to regular speaking anyhow.  Never was good at them tongue twisters... My plan of action however is to slow it down considerably and speak the words in rhythm like we do in lessons.  Then as I get better, I will bring up the tempo more and more and more until it's where it is supposed to be.  I don't think memory will be much of an issue because so much of the words are the same and the notes aren't an issue either.  I feel like I have a pretty solid grasp on the melody.  I am excited to have it all perfected because I want to become Cherubino! As I listen to my recording, I can almost picture the character and what kind of movements "he" is making and what his expressions are.  I want to do that too! In my mind, it is exciting and something I want to become successful at.  I feel like I have the guns for it...I just need to fill up on my ammo so I can really put on a show.  After today's recital I felt like the more confident I feel about the song, and the stronger I become about putting aside my own insecurities, the better I do on stage.  My insecurities are petty and it is immature to bring them on stage.  What really kick started this was Phils quote about bowing after a performance.  An audience applauds in appreciation of your performance.  It's their way of saying thank you.  My bowing is thanking them for being so polite and my way of showing appreciation for them.  I never want my audience (or anyone) to think of me as disrespectful.  I want to have a good professional stage presence.  There are a few things I'll have to work on, but I see victory in plain sight.  Meanwhile, I am also preparing O del mio dolce for the studio recital and Aus Meinen Grossen Schmertzen for next week.  Thank you for everything!

Monday, March 26, 2012

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Last week I have been working on Non so Piu and Reward.  Mainly Reward because I am supposed to be singing it tomorrow for recital and its good to get one more memorized I guess.  The main problems I am experiencing at the moment would be all the words smashed into a couple of notes with the Non So Piu.  Its like one huge run-on tongue twister.  I feel like my problem might be too much tension, and lack of preparation. I feel like if I keep practicing a few spots, like start out slow and get faster and faster as I improve, then those places with wordiness won't be so bad.  Another thing is the pronunciation.  Sometimes I move too quickly from one vowel to the next and sometimes I don't move fast enough.  With your guidance, Dr.H, I will figure this out.  I'm sure we will discuss it more during lessons.  Thankyou so much for everything!

Wednesday, March 14, 2012

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Uhg.... I'm so glad that I had spring break but I am also very glad that it is over.  I will be honest.  I really didn't focus much of my time on my vocal repertoire.  When I wasn't working at Dairy Queen, I was practicing for my piano midterm and working on my conducting project.  Like I mentioned in my last post, I have been feeling very overwhelmed.  I am pleased to say that after break got over, I felt very accomplished.  Before break, I didn't know any of my major or minor cadences and I felt totally lost when it came to conducting my piece.  I didn't even know where to begin to work with any of it.  Now, I feel quite confident about my piano final :)  I learned all my major and minor cadences (with the help of Amanda! Couldn't have done it without her!), most of my major scales and my piano repertoire has come a long ways since the week before.  As for my conducting...I don't know exactly what happened there...but for some reason I am not as afraid as I was before.  It's like the ideas just dawned on me Sunday night.  All last week I had been agonizing over my score trying to pull something out of nothing and finally the night before school was supposed to start, something clicked.  I wouldn't say I am completely confident with it, but at least I have a better idea of what I'm doing and what I want to do with my music.  I'll just keep truckin along:)  This has nothing to do with voice lessons though so I will just tell you what I actually did work on for my vocal repertoire.  I want you to know that I had full intentions of working more on Non so Piu Cosa Son, but I didn't.  Last week, I focused mostly on Aus Meinen Grossen Schmentzen simply because it is a short song and mentally less daunting to tackle.  The biggest obstacle I came across was wanting to let my voice go too heavy.  It was hard not to let it drop into my chest voice and keep control of it.  When I came to the lower parts I lost support a lot of the time and my vibrato would get super loose it felt like.  I wasn't so sure that was a healthy thing.  I didn't want it to get to throaty and dark so I tried making it a little brighter and focusing the sound more forward.  I definitively got the sound you would have expected.  It was brighter and skinnier, but I didn't like it for the song.  The song is dark and kind of sad.  Is it supposed to sound that way in the voice or should the voice be skinny and more forward anyways?  Or is there a mixture of both??? I feel like there is a certain sound I should have that isn't too much of either one.  I feel like there is a happy medium to be achieved but I'm not quite sure what that is.  The vocalist in the recording I am listening to has a very heavy voice.  I like how she sounds and I have been trying to replicate it in a way that is my own but I'm not sure if I can pull it off like she can.  I don't even know if what she is doing is vocally possible or healthy for me.  Maybe I can, I just haven't uncovered that potential of my voice yet...maybe I never will...

Thursday, March 1, 2012

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This week I have been doing a lot of "mush-mouth" singing and trying to be more conscious of how open my mouth is and how tense my jaw is.  I've been doing those stretches every time before I practice or sing and choir and it is wonderful.  I enjoy it so much it almost puts me to sleep because I am so relaxed.  I've been improving my lyrics and my memory on O Del Mio Dolce Ardor. I've also been trying to be more conscious of my mouth shape/space when I sing my vowels.  I don't understand why its so hard.  It doesn't seem like such a big thing...working on mouth space.  I just hate how weak it feels and then it makes me push, which isn't good either.  I just feel like I can't find a happy medium.  My jaw hurts when I hold it wide open through an entire song and I know if that's good either but I don't know if I'm just doing it wrong or if it'll go away with time and I'll just get used to it.  Ive been working on reward and this little rose.  Just the technical stuff mainly.  I've really been trying to conduct myself through it.  I don't know if I'm doing it right.  Sometimes I wonder if it's really worth it because I always end up getting off the beat.  I just feel like I'm waving my arm around for no apparent reason even though I need to do it.  I'm concentrating more on what my arm is doing than whats going on in the music and I miss stuff.  Obviously, doing two things at once is impossible for me.  It's so frustrating! I must be stupid or something! No one else seems to have the amount of problems and frustrations I feel right now!  I just feel like I'm not at the level I should be.  I cant even count or read music or conduct a simple stupid piece of music or play the piano or sing right!  Maybe I'm not meant for this music stuff. Uhg! Sometimes I'd rather jump off a building because I just feel so nervous/self-conscious and inadequate.  When I was younger I never cared about that stuff and now it scares me so bad.  I'll never give up I just feel like I changed and I don't know what to do about it.  Why do I care so much now?  Its good to care but it feels like it isn't helping me so much right now.  Its okay though...after spring break is over I will feel differently about it.  I'll be back to being cheerful again.  Sorry, I got off topic! I've been working more on the technical parts of reward and this little rose.  There are a few note confusions I have in this little rose and a few rhythm parts I need to work on especially.  I've also been writing the IPA for those two songs.  That'll help me prepare for my midterms in diction too:)

Monday, February 13, 2012

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This week I have been working on Non so piu cosa son, O del mio dolce, Widmung, and Reward.  Mostly I have been working on perfecting my memorization of Widmung.  It frustrates me to know that I don't have it perfectly memorized when I've been working on it since school started.  I have been trying your suggestions.  You really hit the nail on the head when you said I've been taking my music away too soon.  I guess my thoughts were that I'd need to just toughen up, get smart and memorize it (like weening myself off my bottle...the bottle being my music) or suffer the consequences.  Definitely not the right sort of mentality or technique because obviously it didn't work.  I've been trying your suggestions.  I will sing it with my music in front of me.  Also I've been working on singing in a mirror.  When I went to ACDA last week I witnessed many talented singers perform and all of them had the biggest mouths.  I want to have the same.  It would help resolve the struggle between me and my voice.  I just cleaned my room and got rid of some stuff.  I found I had more wall space, so I put up a mirror to practice in.  O del mio dolce has definitely been a lot of working with technical things.  There are more trills and things in that song than any other song I've ever sang.  I've been doing more conducting myself through that one and non so piu cosa son.  There are so many rhythmic and technical things to work on.  As for Reward, I've basically just been trying to familiarize myself with the song.  I've been working a lot on listening to it and playing out the parts on the piano.  That song has some rhythms I've never encountered in a solo before.  Those will be probably the biggest challenge, but I'm not worried about them at all.  I just need to be ready for them and make sure to anticipate them when they come along.

Sunday, February 5, 2012

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This week has been a great! I feel a hundred times better and I'm back!!!! I've actually been able to really sing my music and focus on my technique.  I started my practices this week by working on my open vowels.  My difficult spot is keeping my jaw dropped and my mouth wide open.  So that was the focus of this weeks work.  As I went up my scales I tried to keep an eye on my mirror and make sure I was opening my mouth as wide as I could.  The vowels I worked on were AH and OH because they are particularly difficult for me in my higher register.  I try so hard to control the sound because its almost loose and crazy feeling.  I tried really hard not to control and to just let it go and see what happened.  Sometimes very successful...sometimes not.  I feel like if I were to keep practicing like this I could really make a break through.  I like to think about the movie "The Coneheads".  There is a part in the movie where Connie Conehead eats a huge foot long sub sandwich in one bite...I like to pretend I'm trying to eat a huge foot long sandwich in one bite...it usually makes me open up quite a bit more.  As far as the songs I've been working on, they're coming along quite nicely.  I've got Widmung memorized.  I want to save O Del Mio Dolce Ardor for the Studio Recital because I just have something special with this song.  I feel a connection to it and I want to save it for that special night.  This week I've also been listening to and working on Aus meinen grossen Schmerzen.  It very easily could be the second song memorized before spring break.  I'm not going to stop just there though.  I plan to at least have three songs memorized before then.  They should consist of all those I've mentioned working on recently.  If my plans go accordingly or better than anticipated, then my next plan of action is to work like heck on Non So Piu Cosa Son.  All in all, it's been a fantastic week and I plan to have more of them.

Thursday, January 26, 2012

What I am listening to and who is singing it

 While drinking peppermint tea, sneezing, and watching Spongebob... I compiled this list...

All purchased on iTunes:

Widmung-  Eileen Mager from Songs of Life
 O Del Mio Dolce Ardor- Anne Sofie Von Otter from Opera Arias: Gluck Hayden, & Mozart
Nobody Knows This Little Rose-  Carole Bogard from A Collection of American Songs
Aus meinen grossen Schmerzen- Mitsuko Shirai & Hartmut Holl from Franz, R.: Lieder
Reward-  Suzi More with Angela Manso from Suzi More sings Songs of John Jacob Niles
 Le Nozze Di Figaro (The Marriage Of Figaro) - Act 1: Non So Piu Cosa Son- Erich Kleiber, Vienna Philharmonic Orchestra, Cesare Siepi & Lisa Della Casa from Mozart's Best Operas
 

Tuesday, January 24, 2012

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This is great! I can hear the music in my head!!! haha!! more often than not, this would seem to be a statement of insanity...but in this case, it is a good sign:)  I know that my listening and score study has paid off and I am learning this music well.  I only hope that I can sing/perform it just as successfully.  It feels good.  I feel pretty confident.  Ive been listening to this songs on iTunes, playing them on the piano, and speaking them in time with the accompaniment.  I think I almost have Widmung to a near memorization.  I'm pretty sure its the whole song I'm hearing in my head.

Friday, January 20, 2012

Untitled #24

These past two weeks I've been learning the words and pronunciations to O Del Mio Dolce Ardor and Widmung.  Most of my time has been spent listening to the songs on iTunes and reading along with the text.  Despite the fact that my singing is not entirely possible right now, I'll have my words possibly memorized to both songs hopefully by Monday...or at least one of them.  Most likely O Del Mio Dolce Ardor.  That one is the one I am most familiar with.

Wednesday, January 18, 2012

Heinrich Heine (poet/librettist)

Heinrich Heine was born in 1797 and lived at a time of major social and political changes. The French Revolution and the Napoleonic wars deeply influenced society and Heine's poetry.  Heine was also of Jewish background but later converted to Protestantism.  As a young man, he encouraged to pursue a commercial career.  When it was met with failure, Heine studied law at the universities of Bonn, Berlin and Göttingen, but was more interested in literature.  He eventually took a degree in 1825.  Heine's early works show the influence of folk poetry, but his contrariness separated him from the Romantic mainstream. His writing was always easy-going, and his observations were meticulously composed.

Robert Franz (Composer)

Robert Franz was born June 28, 1815 in Halle, Germany.  He was one of the most gifted of German song writers.  As a child, his parents blatantly disproved of his desire to pursue a musical career.  A the age of twenty, he began his formal music studies of the Organ.  Later in life, he filled various public offices, including those of organist to the city, conductor of the Sing-Akademie and of the Symphony concerts, and he was also a royal music-director and master of the music at the university.  In 1841, he became deaf and developed a nervous disorder, which forced him to resign from his duties to the community.  

Robert Schumann (Composer)

Robert Schumann was born June 8, 1810.   As a child, Robert grew up in a home rich with culture, literature, and music. At the age of seven, he claims to have composed his first musical piece.  By the time he turned fourteen he wrote an essay on the aesthetics of music and also contributed to a volume edited by his father entitled Portraits of Famous Men.  Schumann studied music and law while attending school.  In 1839, Robert married piano virtuoso, Clara Wieck.  Together they composed some of the greatest literature of their time.

Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart (Composer/Librettist/Poet)

Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart was born 1756 to a very musically inclined Austrian family.  Many would consider Mozart a child prodigy.  It is said that at the age of four, he could learn a piece of music in a half hour.  He composed his first symphony at the age of eight and spent most of his early years touring with his mother and father.  Mozart became one of the first musicians in history to embark upon a free-lance career, without benefit of church, court, or a rich patron.  Many odds were against him, but his undisputed masterworks in virtually every musical genre of his age proved his success.  Despite his greatness, he was also known for his mismanagement of money, tactlessness, impulsiveness, and childish behavior at times.

Tuesday, January 17, 2012

Friedrich Ruckert (poet/librettist)

Friedrich Ruckert (1788-1866)
Ruckert was a prominent German poet. His works were inspiration for many famous composers including: Schubert, Schumann, Brahms, Strauss, Mahler, Hindemith, Berg, Bartók, and Wolf. He was also a master of over thirty different languages and worked as a translator. Later on he was appointed professor of Oriental languages at the University of Erlangen. He had a large output of poetry which was most notable for its neat workmanship in various verse forms than for vision or originality.

Christoph Willibald von Gluck (Composer)

Christoph Willibald von Gluck was a revolutionary Opera composer for his time.  He was born in 1714 and died in 1787.  His life was a true rags to riches story.  As a child, he grew up in a lower class family who served as game keepers under Prince Lobkowitz.  This is not to say however that he did not receive an education, in fact, the Prince helped fund his early schooling.  As a young man, Christoph furthered his education in Prague.  When he returned the Prince helped him become a well-known composer/musician by getting him gigs with the best families in Austria.  From there, Christoph's hard work began to pay off.  He wrote many beautiful French and Italian Operas during his time and they are still enjoyed today.

Theodore Baker

Theodore Baker was an American musicologist.  He was a New York native born on June 3, 1851.  Although he was an American citizen, he preferred to travel to Germany to the University of Leipzig to get his education.  After he received his Doctorate, Baker returned to the United States and got a job working for G. Schirmer Publishing as the literary editor.  Throughout his career he wrote several dissertations and articles about music.  After he retired, he returned to Germany and died in Dresden in 1934.

Monday, January 16, 2012

William Roy (Composer)

William Roy was born in Detroit, Michigan in 1928. His musical career began at the young age of three. He sang on a weekly children's radio program. When old enough to read he became a regular on "The Lone Ranger" and "The Green Hornet," which at that time were both broadcast from Detroit.  As a young adult, he was educated at the Hollywood Professional School and studied music with Arthur Laage, Joseph Achron, Eada Rubinstein, and Rina Larson.  His musical career involved writing tunes and revues for night clubs.  He was well known in the Cabaret and Broadway scene.

Emily Dickinson (poet)

Emily Dickinson was born into a well-known middle class family in Amherst Massachusetts.  A reoccurring theme in many of Dickinson's poems is the subject of death.  It is said that the untimely deaths of several close friends and family members traumatized her deeply.  To the locals she was considered eccentric.  She was known for her for obsession with white clothing and her reluctance to greet guests or even leave her room. Most of her friendships were carried out by correspondence. Dickinson's poems were ahead of her time in many ways.  Typically they contained short lines, lacked titles, and often used slant rhyme, as well as unconventional capitalization and punctuation.  Dickinson was also very humble about her work.  Most of her writing was kept private and wasn't discovered until after her death.

John Jacob Niles (Poet/Librettist/Composer)

John Jacob Niles was a collector of traditional ballads and folk songs.  He was born April 28, 1892 and died March 1, 1980.  This southern born composer was a huge advocate for the American Folk Music Revival in the 50's and 60's.   He served in the U.S Army Air Corps during World War I and studied music in France.  Later, he returned to the U.S. to finish his degree at the Cincinnati Conservatory of Music. During the early part of his career, Niles sang opera and folk music over the radio and toured with Contralto, Marion Kerby.  Later in his career, he published music both Folk and Classical.

Friday, January 13, 2012

Aus meinen großen Schmerzen ( Out of My Great Pain) by Robert Franz

Lyrics and Translation: 
Aus meinen großen Schmerzen
Out of my great pain
Mach' ich die kleinen Lieder;
I fashion little songs;
Die heben ihr klingend Gefieder
they lift their vibrant feathers
Und flattern nach ihrem Herzen.
ans flutter toward her heart.

Sie fanden den Weg zur Trauten,
They found the way to the beloved,
Doch kommen sie wieder und klagen,
yet they come again and complain,
Und klagen, und wollen nicht sagen,
and complain, and will not say
Was sie im Herzen schauten.
what they saw in her heart.
 
Character Study:
I.  Before
1.  The events that have occurred prior to this song that have led me to this point are that
I have told the one I love about my feelings for her and I have not gotten a response.
2.  My feelings just before the song begins are that I am sad that she does not return my love
and that she says nothing in response about her feelings at all.
II.  During
1.  I am a lover.
2.  I am a young male musician.  I am passionate but full of sadness because of my rejection.
3.  The other characters involved are the "songs" that are personified as birds and my lover,
the lady who I love.
4.  The songs are the little bird creations inspired by the musician. They do the musicians
bidding and relay the musicians feelings like little love notes.  Like the musician, their
feelings are hurt when they are rejected by the musicians lady.  The lady,my lover, is a cold
woman who simply is not interested in this musician.
5.  I am sitting alone in my room.  I am writing another song about my feelings for my lover.
I am preparing to send another "messenger pigeon". 
6.  I am singing to my lady.
7.  This person is not with me now.
8.  I am saying this because I want to know how to find my way to this woman's heart and despite
my attempts, she will not let me in.
9.  My feelings throughout this song are that I am sad that she does not return my love and
hoping that she will see my sad state in this song and pay a little attention to me.
10.  N/A
III.  After
1.  My thoughts and feelings as the song ends are that I hope that this little "messenger pigeon"
or song finds it's way to her heart.
2.  The events that will happen as a result of this song is that she will receive this next song 
just continue to disregard it like all the rest. 

Widmung (Dedication) by Robert Schumann

Lyrics and Translation:
Du meine Seele, du mein Herz,
You my soul, you my heart,
Du meine Wonn', o du mein Schmerz,
You my delight, o you my pain,
Du meine Welt, in der ich lebe,
you my world in which I live,
Mein Himmel du, darin ich schwebe,
my heaven you, into which I soar,
O du mein Grab, in das hinab
O you my grave in which
Ich ewig meinen Kummer gab!
I have buried forever my sorrows!
Du bist die Ruh, du bist der Frieden,
You are rest, you are peace.
Du bist der Himmel, mir beschieden.
you were given to me by heaven.
Dass du mich liebst, macht mich mir wert,
Your love makes me feel worthy, 
Dein Blick hat mich vor mir verklärt,
your glance has transformed me in my own eyes,
Du hebst mich liebend über mich,
you lift me lovingly above myself,
Mein guter Geist, mein beßres Ich!
my guardian spirit, my better self!
 
Character Study:
I.  Before
  1.  The events that have occurred prior to this song that have led me to this point is that I am about to be married.
  2.  My thoughts and feelings just before the song begins are that I am happy and excited to be married and that I love this person so much.  I want the world to know how wonderful I think they are and how special they are to me
II.   During
1.  I am a bride or a groom. 
2.  I am a young bride or groom.  I am loving, tender, passionate, and sweet.
3.  My lover is the other character involved.
4.  They are my greatest joy and my greatest pain, they always make me happy and when they are around, all my troubles melt away.  They are like a guardian angel sent from heaven, and they make me feel worthy.
5.  I am not with them now, but maybe I am talking to someone else about how much I love them.  Maybe I am talking with my friend on the street, or one of our houses.
6.  I could be speaking to my friends, my parents or just myself.
7.  Yes, this person is with me now.
8.  I am saying this because I feel like we are truly in love.  When I look into their eyes I can see what they see in me that makes them love me.  They love me better than I could love myself and think the world of me.
9.  My feelings throughout this song are happiness, amazement, and wonder.  It is awesome to know that someone has that amount of love for me.
10.  N/A
III.  After
1.  My thoughts and feelings as the song ends are that I am overjoyed that we are together and that we are in love.
2.  The events that will occur as a result of this song is that we will get married and live happily ever after. 

Thursday, January 12, 2012

Reward by John Jacob Niles

Character Study:

I.  Before
  1.  The events that have occurred prior to this song that have led me to this point is that I have been in love with someone for a long time and they have not returned my love in the same way.
  2.  My thoughts and feelings just before the song begins is that I am tired and I am going to put my feelings out there.  I am going to lay my love on the line.
II.  During
  1.  I am a lover.
  2.  I could be an older woman of middle class decent.  I am patient, giving, kind, loving, gentle, and loyal.
  3.  My lover is the other character involved.
  4.  My lover is another older man.
  5.  I am at home with my lover.
  6.  I am singing to my lover.
  7.  Yes, this person is present with me now.
  8.  I am saying this because I have patiently waited all these long and painful years to be with the one I love and now finally I can be united with the one I have longed to be with so desperately.
  9.  My thoughts throughout this song are that I am so happy that this long wait is finally over.  I can be with the one I love forever and no one can tear us apart now.  I am in his strong arms where I feel safe and where I feel like I belong.  Now I can kiss the lips that I have longed to kiss.  We belong to each other.
  10.  N/A
III. After
  1.  My thoughts and feelings as the song ends are of joy because the world I lived in before was not as nice as it is now.  I worked and waited but my efforts were not recognized until my lover came and returned my love.
  2.  The events that will occur as a result of this song are that I will be with my lover forever and nothing will tear us apart.  It's almost like I am so happy I died and went to heaven.

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

This Little Rose by William Roy

Character Study:

I.  Before
  1.  The events that have occurred prior to this song that have led me to this point is that a rose, representing human life, has just died.
  2.  My thoughts before the song begins is of our role in human life.  I am feeling thoughtful, peaceful, and serene.
II.  During
  1.  I am just an observer.
  2.  I could be anybody.  I might have known this "little rose" before it died.
  3.  The other characters involved are the bees, the butterflies, the birds, and the breeze.
  4.  The butterfly and the bee are close family or friends of the rose, but the bird and the breeze are merely familiar faces who aren't connected to the rose in any sort of relationship at all.
  5.  I am sitting alone somewhere like my room or a garden pondering life.
  6.  I am singing to myself.
  7.  I am saying this because the "bee" and the "butterfly" (representing friends and family) need the rose to survive.  They love, cherish, and appreciate the rose.  The bird and the breeze, however, do not know the rose, nor do they need the rose to live happily.  They represent those who don't know the "rose".  They wonder about the "rose" but they just pass on by like a breeze.  When the "rose" dies, only the "butterfly" and the "bee" will be affected because they love and care about the "rose" and need it to survive. 
It will not affect those who don’t notice the "rose". So basically it is not that big of a deal if the "rose" is dead or alive.  "You hasten from a far journey," means that the "rose" has been through many things in life. "On it’s breast to lie" means that after all it has put up with through life, it has to lay down and surrender.  It is easy for the "rose" to die because those who care will still be there and those who don’t care will remain not caring. The rose, gives it's all, it's life, to the world, and yet not everyone in the world notices it.
  9.  My feelings throughout this song are peace, serenity, and acceptance.
  10.  N/A
III. After
   1.  My feelings as the song ends are peace, serenity, and acceptance.
   2.  N/A

Tuesday, January 10, 2012

O del mio dolce ardor by Christoph Willibald von Gluck

Lyrics Translation:

O del mio dolce ardor bramato oggetto,
O thou beloved, whom long my heart desireth

    bramato oggetto,
    my heart desireth,

L'aura che tu respiri,
At length the air thou breathest

    alfin respiro,
    my soul inspireth,

Ovunque il guardo io giro.
Where'er mine eye may wander.

Le tue vaghe sembianze Amore in medipinge:
Still of thee some vague semblance Doth Love awake within me.

Il mio pensier si finge
My every thought doth win me

  Le più liete speranze;
  To yet fonder remembrance;

  E nel desio che così m'empie il petto
  And in this ardor that all my bosom so fireth

Cerco te, chiamo te, spero e sospiro.
Thee I seek, Thee I call, Fondly and e'er fonder.


Ah! O del mio dolce ardor bramato oggetto,
Ah! O thou beloved, whom long my heart desireth,

  bramato oggetto,
  my heart desireth,

L'aura che tu respiri,
At length the air thou breathest,


al fin respiro,
my soul inspireth,


alfin, alfin respiro.
my soul, my soul inspireth.


Character Study:
I.  Before
  1.  The events that have occurred prior to this song that have led me to this point are that I have just met and fallen in love with Queen Helen of Sparta.
  2.  My thoughts and feelings just before the song begins are that I am full of love and passion and determination to win the love of Lady Helen.
II.  During
  1.  I am Paris, Prince of Troy and son of King Priam.
  2.  I am a brave, handsome, and talented young Prince.
  3.  Helen of Sparta is involved.
  4.  Helen is the most beautiful woman on earth. She is also a smart young Queen.
  5.  I am at Helen's Palace in Sparta.  The Spartans are having an athletic competition and Queen Helen has called on me to judge it.
  6.  I am singing to Queen Helen.
  7.  Yes, Helen is present for the song.
  8.  I am saying this because Helen has asked me to sing a song for her.  I want this song to impress her and win her love.
  9.  My thoughts and feelings throughout this song are that I am so in love with Queen Helen.  She is the most beautiful woman in the world and everything about her inspires me.  I am filled with passion and desire by her every breath.
  10.  Other factors that have bearing on this situation is that Helen is already married.  Out lives and our provinces are in danger of war.  This Opera is set in the 10th century B.C.
III.  After
  1.  My thoughts and feelings as the song ends is that of despair because Helen has sent me away.  I begin to plead for her to reconsider and to accept my love.
  2.  The events that will occur as a result of this song is that Helen will dismiss me after she hears the song because she has discovered the true intentions of my visit.  After I have pleaded with her, she begins to reconsider her decision and falls in love with him.

Monday, January 9, 2012

Non so più cosa son by Wolfgang Amadeus Mozart

Lyric Translation

Non so più cosa son, cosa faccio;
I don't know anymore what I am, what I'm doing;

or di foco, ora sono di ghiaccio.
now I'm made of fire, now of ice.

Ogni donna cangiar di colore,
     ongi donna cangiar mi fa palpitar.
Every woman makes me change color;
    every woman makes me tremble.

Solo ai nomi d'amore, di diletto,
At merely the words "love," "pleasure,"

mi si turba, mi s'altera il petto,
my breast becomes nervous and upset

e a parlare mi sforza d'amore un desio,
    un desio ch'io non posso spiegar.
and a desire for love--a desire that I
    can't explain--forces me to talk.

Parlo d'amore vegliando,
I talk about love when I am awake.

parlo d'amore songnando,
I talk about love when I am dreaming,

all'acqua, all'ombra, ai monti,
to the water, to the shadow, to the mountains,

ai fiori, all'erbe, ai fonti,
to the flowers, to the grass, to the fountains,

all'eco, all'aria, ai venti,
to the echo, to the air, to the winds,

che il suon de' vani accenti
    portano via con se.
which carry away with them the sound of
    my futile words.

E se non ho chi m'oda,
And if I don't have someone to hear me,

parlo d'amore con me.
I talk about love to myself

Character Study:
I. Before
1.  The events that have occurred prior to this song that have led me to this point are that I, Cherubino, have just been caught in the arms of Barbarina by the Count Almaviva who has threatened to banish me from the castle.
2.  My thoughts and feelings just before the song begins are passion and desire.
II.  During
1.  I am Cherubino.
2.  I am a fourteen year old boy who is the page to the Count Almaviva.  I am obsessed with love and women.  I am also a wonderful singer and song writer.
3.  The Count Almaviva, Barbarina, and Susanna are the other characters involved.
4.  The Count Almaviva is a philandering husband who tries to seduce Figaro's fiance Susanna.  Barbarina is Susanna's cousin and the gardener Antonio's daughter.  Susanna is the Countess Rosina's Chamber maid and Figaro's fiance.
5.  I am in Susanna's new room.
6.  I am speaking to Susanna.
7.  Yes, this person is present with me now.
8.  My present concern is that I am in a love affair with love and set a blaze with passion by any and every woman I come across.
9.  My thoughts and feelings throughout this song are full of teenage angst, unbearable amounts of passion, and lust.
10.  This Opera is set in 17th Century Seville.
III. After
1.  My thoughts and feelings as the song ends are that I am worried about my future punishment from the Count.  I am hoping that Susanna will be able to help me elude his plans.
2.  The events that will occur as a result of this song are that the Count will come into Susanna's chambers and try to seduce her. I will hide behind a chair just in time to escape him.